finally
i can cry
i can love
i can love someone
all the way inside
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it's a theory
it's like a premature baby
that i cradle in my arms
i cherish it
then
it turns cold
blue
tears stream through skin deep
..................
it's okay now
i love your honesty
even if it honestly pushed me a bits way
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i rather be hurt by honesty
than damaged for a lifetime by lies
i rather be hurt by honesty
either way i know someone's love will heal me
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my "flower" to you...planted this winter garden
above the door hangs
"welcome to paradise"
paradise is anywhere with you..that I am..just me
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handing myself over to you
body & soul