This my closing out 2010 Jam!!

Mario- Kryptonite

I love this song.... his voice amazes me... 

this is my "flower" to you... planted in a winter garden

finally
i can cry
i can love
i can love someone
all the way inside
..................
it's a theory
it's like a premature baby
that i cradle in my arms
i cherish it
then
it turns cold
blue
tears stream through skin deep
..................
it's okay now
i love your honesty
even if it honestly pushed me a bits way
..................
i rather be hurt by honesty
than damaged for a lifetime by lies
i rather be hurt by honesty
either way i know someone's love will heal me
...................
my "flower" to you...planted this winter garden
above the door hangs
"welcome to paradise"
paradise is anywhere with you..that I am..just me
...................
handing myself over to you
body & soul

(n) any code or set of principles containing different provisions for one group of people than for another, esp. an unwritten code of sexual behavior permitting men more freedom than women

let me unwrite this double standard

its written in a book of tricks about niggas

hoes sluts... chicks

now pardon me for this is about to get real..

Double Standard

why is this the standard

the expectation of a cruel man's

nature

his

impure heart

with no intentions of giving love

peace and protection

Double Standards is greater

in existence than an AIDs HIV or STD infection

The thief in many women's nite

when the man she loves has a

Double Standard while she puts up a fight for herself yet,

for himself love you, love her, love she, him

For Colored Girls.. when a man loved them and he love he..

then they all got this infection cause of him

and his

Double Standard

like I said greater in existence than an AIDs HIV or STD infection

By Default women live in a glass ceiling society

Sociologically challenged

society where women my women my friends my sisters these women

our God-given yet denied dignity

society where they are stuck beneath this glass ceiling

tears fall like rain drops..

this society

Double Standard

why is this the expectation

of our culture

of our next generation

Double Standard..

we can't advance like a man..

we have no second chance

women why do we allow them to

be.. have..

be.. have

behave..

these men these women

sometimes

to be have in yours

to behave in yours

in yours

behaviors permitting men more freedom than women

Double Standard

Jon B - After Party

These two songs remind me of a special someone...

"Can I give you my trust? I'm falling. Can I give you my love? I'm falling. If I give them to you, I'm falling.. will you know what to do? I'm falling. "

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Songs that remind me of you, remind me of me, remind me of us making love...love (no specific order)

1. 112: Cupid
2. Aaliyah: 4 Page Letter
3. Aaliyah: At Your Best
4. Aaliyah: One In A Million
5. Aaliyah: Rock The Boat
6. Alicia Keys: Doesn't Mean Anything
7. Alicia Keys: If I Ain't Got You
8. Alicia Keys: Like You'll Never See Me Again
9. Alicia Keys: No One
10. Alicia Keys:Teenage Love Affair
11. Alicia Keys: Unthinkable
12. Amel Larriuex: You Make Me Whole
13. Amerie: 1 Thing
14. Amerie: All I Have
15. Amerie: Why Don't We Fall In Love
16. Amerie ft. Fabolous: More Than Love 
17. Anthony Hamilton: Cool
18. Anthony Hamilton: Dear Life
19. Anthony Hamilton Her Heart
20. Anthony Hamilton: The Point Of It All
21. Ashanti: Always On Time
22. Ashanti: Baby
23. Ashanti: Rock With You
24. Avant: Break Ya Back
25. Avant: My First Love
26. Avant ft. Nicole: Lie About Us
27. Beyonce: Flaws and All
28. Beyonce: Roc
29. Brian McKnight: Back At One
30. Ciara: Promise
31. Ciara: Speechless
32. Chris Brown: I Wanna Be
33. Chris Brown ft. Tyga: Like A Virgin
34. Chris Brown: Take You down
35. Chris Brown: With You
36. Chrisette Michele: Golden
37. Chrisette Michele: If I Have My Way
38. Chrisete Michele: Love Is You
39. Destiny's Child: T-shirt
40. Drake ft. Rihanna: Whats My Name
41. Drake: I'm Ready For You
42. Destiny's Child: Cater To You
43. Floetry: Getting Late
44. Floetry: Say Yes
45. India Arie: Good Man
46. India Arie: He Heals Me
47. India Arie: I'm Ready For Love
48. J. Holiday: Bed
49. J. Holiday: Be With Me 
50. J.Holiday: Falling
51. J.Holiday: It's Yours
52. J. Holiday: Suffocate
53. Jagged Edge: Good Luck Charm
54. Jagged Edge: Put A Lil Umph
55. Joe: I Wanna Know
56. Joe: All The Things Your Man Won't Do
57. John Legend: PDA (We Just Don't Care)
58. John Legend: Cross The Line
59. John Legend ft. Brandy Quickly
60. K'jon: On The Ocean
61. Keith Sweat: Nobody
62. Keri Hilson ft. R. Kelly: Number 1
63. Keri Hilson: Make Love
64. Keri Hilson: Slow Dance
65. Keyshia Cole: Heaven Sent
66. Keyshia Cole ft. Monica: Trusts
67. Keyshia Cole: You Complete Me
68. Mariah Carey: Don't Forget About Us
69. Mariah Carey: I Wanna Know What Love Is
70. Mariah Carey: Through The Rain
71. Mariah Carey: We Belong Together
72. Mario: Kryptonite
73. Mario: Music For Love
74. Mario: Thinking About You
75. Mary J. Blige: Be Without You
76. Mary J. Blige: Take Me As I Am
77. Mary J. Blige: We Got Hood Love
78. Mary J. Blige: We Ride
79. Maxwell: Bad Habits
80. Maxwell: Fistful Of Tears
81. Maxwell: Woman's Work
82. Melanie Fiona: It Kills Me
83. Miguel ft. J. Cole: All I Want Is You 
84. Monica: Everything For Me
85. Monica: Love All Over Me
86. Musiq: Don't Change
87. Musiq: If You Leave
88. Neyo ft. Rihanna: Hate That I Love You
89. Neyo: Part Of The List
90. Neyo: Mad
91. Nicki Minaj: Right Through Me
92. Robin Thicke: Angel
93. Robin Thicke: Can You Believe
94. Robin Thicke: Magic
95. Robin Thicke: Sex Therapy
96. Robin Thicke: Sweetest Love
97. Sade: Babyfather
98. Sade: Safest Place
99. Serani: No Games
100. Serani: She Loves Me
101. Trey Songz: Can't Be Friends
102. Trey Songz: LoveFaces
103. Trey Songz: One Love
104. Trey Songz: Yo Side Of The Bed
105. Trina ft. Keyshia Cole: I Gotta Thang For You
106. Trina ft. Monica: Always
107. T.I. ft. Keri Hilson: Got Your Back
108. The Pussycat Dolls ft. Avant: Stick Wit You
109. Twista ft. Chris Brown: Make A Movie
110. Usher: Burn
111. Usher: Daddys Home
112. Usher:Trading Places
113. Usher:You Got It Bad
114. Tamia: Almost
115. Tamia: Officially Missing You
116. Tamia: Still